Overtime things are supposed to get better but they seem to get worse. I hate what is happening to us. I have no more words to say to you. Ive given my heart and all but it seems that I get nothing in return. I am not going to spend my time trying anymore Ive done that way too much. Its your turn. Although you may never read this idc I wish you could understand what things I do for you and put up with for you. No normal person would have stuck it out. Being your ride or die is hard when you treat me like shit.